well, how to explain this.
In the last weeks I was busy, worried and stressed
I got somke problems with my family, because my grandma was sick and I was really worried about loosing her
I had to do a lot of stuff for school and I still have to
and I felt lonely sometimes, just a stupid strange feeling which wasn't rightous at all because I was never alone.
I guess it was a feeling that is connected with the spring, you know? 8llD
it was the lacking of LOVE in a very (very very) special way *coughs*
...wait a second that sounded strange lol
I was never looking for some one but sometimes, I felt like I lack a very special person.
and a few minutes ago, I was listenig to some of my favourite songs (that are creepy, funny, swinging, cute, sad and energetic music pieces, I don't have a favourite style or something like that)
and I was realizing how foolish I acted 8lXD
I mean, the last weeks, months, years, I had friends and even got more of them
I never had to feel lonely or such a crazy thing ^^
especially ~
Basy-chan, ~
jamew85 and ~
Pre-maitre-Harley where there for me and spammed me with the funniest and cutest stuff I ever saw and I had a wonderful time even I was so stressed.
Now, it looks like my Grandma will recover 100% and I am so happy about that ^^
and even the spring played some pranks and I was the victim, I feel just great now lol
I mean, I'll go on a short trip with my very best friend forever after school ended
I have to RP lots of times what is just canned fun (lol?)
I have to prepare a cosplay for a summer convention and I know that when I finish it, I'll wear it everytime I can 8llD (what an obsessive otaku we have here...)
you see, my life was kinda... ur, messed up
not in a bad way but it was like a messed room you never clean up where you fell down when you enter because stuff is laying everywhere 8lXDD
I realized how many kinds of "love" exist, and that sometimes, friendship and kind faces are soooo way better than just one person you want to give your heart (especially, if you are not "in love" but just feel like you have to fall in love lol)
...lol, I read the whole text above and I'm still a bit embarrassed 8llD
it doesn't really sounds like me... it's rare (or rather unusual) that I am acting liike that, a bit schmalzy and stuff 8lXDDDDDDDD
so, I apologize to everyone who just thought "oh myyyyy, why is she talking like a softcutepink love story teller?"
but I just had to wrote that down and thank deepfully to all the people who talked to me in the last weeks and months.
that does not just mean the three people I wrote down up there but everyone who was discussing/talking/joking with me the recent weeks

maybe you won't believe me, but in real live, I am actually quite shy and non-interested in people, what isn't a very good way of acting lol
but when I am connected to the world, sitting in a freezing living room because it's getting cold around midnight and babbling with lots and lots of people who maybe just know a nickname of mine makes me happy lol
thats why I want to thank the whole Internet, WWW, Computers, their respectful owners and creators too, because without them, I'd never met that bunch of great people 8lXDD
after my spring-sickery-strange-acting ended, I just had to write this down 8lXDD
so if you're annoyed now or think, that was just gross, then I understand 8llD maybe I would act the same way
but I just know, that when I never wrote this down, then I regretted that one day 8l=3
hm, now I have to end this with a ... cool sentence or something like that
let's list some funfacts
-I am BLEACHED so hard, best series ever, and I am spamming basy with stuff she doesn't know or she isn't interested in, sorry basy, I promise, I'll hold myself back, and you are allowed to show me all gintama or dgm stuff you want to 8lXDD deal?!
-I got pockys, real japanese pockys by maitre
I just love that un-natural strawberry smell lol, it's like an anti-drug 8lXDDDD
-I got people in my ICQ list, I don't remember 8lXDD they never talk to me and I bet they don't know who I am anymore ... whatever 8lXDDD
-and last but not least: after I finally get holidays, I'll draw a bunch of scrappy tradicional art and when I return from holidays, I hope I just can SPAM whole dA with my braintrash 8lXDDDDDDDDDD
so, lol, I'm finally finished
thanks again, to everybody who reads this and to everybody who feels adressed lol
I think an the category "friends" I am one of the luckiest persons 8l= D
and that's why I'll never get EMO, even some ppl say I look like one 8lXDD
YOU HEAR THAT BASY?! EMO? NEVUUUUUUUURRRR
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BAI BAI 8lXD *is imitating Gin very badly and fells back into her Bleach-obsession*
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Thx for you´re komment *g*
Tjahaa ... auch solche Bilder muss es mal geben *lach*
Jup, die Schwerter sind echt ^-^´
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And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I found the torrents on animesuki and finally could get them
the torrent thingy is working 8lXD
I'll do some school stuff now and watch the stuff later 8lXD
tomorrow, I'll go to france for two weeks, I guess I can't be online often but at least watch all the new stuff 8l
lol, I know it, I'll do a new amv with zetsubou sensei òó
the first one wasn't very good and the second was just a trailer parody 8lXDDDD
let's seee~~~
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I just found every episode till epi 4 oO;
somebody told me that [link] least subbed till 5
and I found a page "animesuki" where that is written too, but I never found epi 5 or higher >_>; I don't know what happeneeeeeeeeed I want to knoooooooow!
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;w; Season 2 ended, I hope they make a season 3. More despairing goodness.
*Punches fist into air*
ZETSUBOUSHIIIITAAAAAAAAA!!
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~*Spiteful words can hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.*~
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Eben! ^-^
Wie gesagt, hoffe, man läuft sich dann auf der Nichi übern Weg
Sofern man noch kurzfristig Karten bekommt, sollten wir nit auftreten ^^´
(seriously, when I read that, I laughed so hard that I nearly slipped off my chair lool)
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So ist´s ^-^
Also Ende dieser Disskussion
Then take his katana ^^
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but I'm not very skilled @ fighting, how could I beat a samurai? 8lXDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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I guess its okey XD
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ich bin immer noch der ansicht, dass das keine tabi sind 8llD aber gut *prust*
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Aber jeden des Seine. Kann ja auch sein, dass ich mich irre ... habe aber selbst auch nur Leute mit Tabi gesehen ^^
We will see
*hugs*
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ich weiss nur das alle cosplayer bisher immer stiefel anhatten und man die dinger zumindest kaufen konnte... urch...
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hm, die sind nun ECHT SCHLECHT die anderen sahen tausendmal besser aus aber so werden die verkauft:
[link]
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Also ich bin dennoch nach wie vor der Meinung, dass sind Tabi (und zwar die Überlangen ^.^). Kenne den Anime ja auch. o__O
Aber will mich deswegen ja nicht mit dir streiten ^.^
Würde mich nur mal interessieren, wo du diese "Schuhe" gesehen hast XD
*neugierde*
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I need a shinso for a german summer convention but I'm not very skilled with wood
but I just can't stand a paper-sword like thingy, really =_= so I have to try 8llD
btw, do you have any idea for a scabbard? I guess it's WAY to hard to use pappe-maché (or however to write that) or wood...
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